hey all!
im back^^
today was quite a busy day!
morning,
went library with charlene,
then bought her lunch then "escort" her home^^
then afternoon,
met brina^^
we went library again-.-
arcade-ed a while....
actually wanna post the chio-est pic i think brina will ever have.
but i lazy upload then i cant find my cable-.-
so maybe next time^^
then she treated me twister fries!
sms-ed huimin using brina de phone.
i very clever rite??
^^
think i should brush up my bluffing skills.
i cant bluff ppl at times:(
tmr meeting brina again!
but for some purpose i cant say,
but i can tell you,
my pocket is gonna burn a HUGE HUGE hole after tmr:(:(
school starting!
ohyeah,
cant wait for it!
hais,
sometimes i wish i can be as innocent as before...
for those who dunno,
before i became sec 1,
i was very innocent,
serious,
im not lying.
i only had my phone last year.
i never knew a single vulgarities.
i never get into any of my friends de complicated world,
rarely have "xin2 shi4"
i was always alone,
well,
not always but most of the times.
i never go out that often before.
my life was quite simple that time.....
but now,
phone bill bursting every month due to SOME people,
knew lots of vulgarities,
was always pulled into complicated worlds,
but out of all these things,
only one thing is good,
and that is im not alone anymore:)
and the one that is the worse is that
everyday,
i wont be happy,
somehow,
certain part of the day,
i will be sad,
not exactly sad,
but,
like,
problems stuffing inside of me.....
and i cant say out:(
hais,
why must people change?
why cant we stay just the way we were?
if people change for the better,
its ok to me,
but instead,
they change for the worse.
hais,
hais,
starting to feel troubled again......
how am i going to continue my life
with facing my troubled problems everyday??
hais,
i just dunno what to say..............